to the doctors--

yesterday!!
i sorta abandoned ade there in school.. and now she' harping on it.. and consistently calling me "abandonerrrrrrr"
yupyupx.. on my way home to study i got a message!!
so i met him yesterday.. so funnnn.. haha.. had to look for a white shirt which doesn't crumple easily o_O
found it eventually lahx.. so yar.. not too bad.. haha..
at least i got my priorities right for the first time.. i said "i need to go home and studyy"
so was brought home to studyy.. but then in a while..
penny and winston called me up to go for lunchh!
well since there was no lunch at home.. might as well got fill my tummy before i start my stuff..
went to genki sushi (if im not wrong.. haha im embarrassing) and ate..
i am officially on the diet.. my waist size went up my 1 inch!! arghhhh..
ya.. so i ate some mini unagi thingie.. and the two of them just stuffed their faces lahx.
haha.. and our dear penny voted for sylvester!!
thinking that he had a chance of being kicked out.. hahax.. top 3 okie!!
yup went home to do some geog..
had math tuition during singapore idol!! and i realised there is still so much i do not know about e math!!
how to handle my a maths??
so ya.. after tuition (around 10 plus at nite)
i went to watch the taped results show!! and..

goodbye christopher!! whee!!
jo >> dun worrie!! your pretty boy will still be around singapore. just not on the idol contest!! =)


today!!
went for the boring four hour tuition..
and it's really getting boring to do a math after a math after a math..
so by the time it was time to do chemistry.. i just sat there and listen to things which i think i forgot..
to refresh my memory while nelson was teaching the sec 3 coming sec 4s..
hahahaha.. we told him "if we don't do well in chem, on the day we our results back, you won't see us!"
which is quite likely now.. because i also realised today
after spending so much time on geog.. im kinda getting rusty in chem.
must start memorising my facts alreadyy..
today i'm gonna start my social studies!! 3 dayss to complete my BANG! topics!!
ya.. oh yes.. i just came back from the doctors..
because i was wondering how come my right ear keeps ringing on and on
and i dun seem to be able to hear as clearly as my left ear..
just as my mom thought.. my eardrums are infected!!
thank goodness mommie was so kiasu.. and ask daddy to send me there
doctor asked me why after so long then decided to see doctor..
haha.. thank goodness i went in time.. my eardrums had a chance of going *pop*
and i i'd had to be wearing a hearing aid on one sideee.
doctor gave me antibiotics (i hate them) and some ear drops and told me again, no swimming.. and when i shower.. i had to put some lame tissues in my ear to prevent water from entering.. sighh..
i'll have to be stressed out about the timing i eat my pills.. put the drops.. study.. aiyaaaa. so stressful already okieee!!
okie lahx.. after dinner i start my social studies expedition!! fair ye well good ones!!

going back to school (aft a week)

congratulations bio-ers!!
haha.. people came in screaming their lungs out.. because all they had to do was draw a prawn for 8 marks!!
it's a little too simple right?
no labelling no nothing.. ah manx
mrs choo kinda lost my social studies essay today.. hai
i dunno.. so tomorrow i have to go back and look for her so she can go through the whole thing with me..
and im really really becoming more and more unproductive the moment i'm in school..
today i couldnt' even finish weathering and rivers despite staying in school for almost 7 hours.
i just didn't understand all the notes.. oh man..
so i shall aim to finish the whole chapter tomorrow
because i have to wake up early and go to school tomorrow!!
not that early.. but earlier than usual..
so now i have to change the timing of my math tuition..
and on sat.. i have four hours of tuition again! i am so not looking-forward to it..
*yawns* im gonna eat something now.. i experimented on. haha.. cooking!!
no chemicals added lahx.. no worries.. just different kinds of ingredients =)
ciaoz

the O level nightmaress

oh my goodness..
i woke up like one and a half hours ago
and i had a terrible nightmare..
oh my goodness.. i dreamt that somehow
nicky, ade, jess and a few other people, i can't remember who
met up in my house so that we can go to the exams together
(sounds pretty ridiculous right?)
so in my dream it was 0830 and everyone was in my room
but i just refused to wake up.. so i asked nicky, wad time the exam starts
she said.. 0830.. so they all left first..
and so i woke up.. but the worst was.. my uniform was in the wash..
my school socks got chewed up by the dog
and my shoes were missing.. terrible
then in real life.. mommie woke me up "sarah! so late still sleeping?!"
that was about 0900? ya around that time..
so im happy she woke me up.. if not the nightmare would have continued
and my heart might just have pumped out!! it was beating so fast!!

the ups and the downs

one more week and counting

oh my!!
it's like one more week before the Os start!!
oh crapx.. i still feel so relaxed and poofed up..
actually.. i think all the studying is making me mad
i am gonna go running with mommie jin later!!
hahaha.. im gonna be such a slowpoke but who cares
running makes me more alert and i will have more mood to study later!!

hahax. yesterday i went for acjc open house!!
coolio manx.. i bet they used a whole lot of money to get the stuff done..
it was like school magazine.. but in the folder.. and everyone got one
oh my!! such a rich school!! hahax. oh yes!!
i feel so depressed.. everyone is like telling me "come acjc ok?"
what if i can't make it there?? sniff.
so many people are going overseas.. i feel so sad..
sighhx.. oh wait


happy belated birthday to angie!!
happy advanced birthday to raymond!!

such nice people they are..
went to church today.. and penny wore a skirt!!! wooohh!!
and my hair feels very clayish and waxy.. call it greasy if you want..
haha.. they were attempting to style my hair and make it look weird..
but it turned out like a big failure because my hair was too long and we realised that in order for girls to style their hair, a lot of wax/clay is needed.. haha.. because we have longer hair.. whee!
no long is anyone gonna put greasy stuff on my head.. it's disgusting.. ewww
haha.. i think im a little high today so you have to forgive me..
because im happie.. because kim said the supervisor's reading was 25.5!!
i have 25.5 as one reading.. but my overall was 25.7!! it's still 0.2 away!
i realised i am writing too many exclamation marks!! haha.. yes..
so after my run, i am gonna come back and start my geog again

i think im having a love-hate relationship with geography

goodbye chemistry!! =(

i have a tendency to flunk my O levels
had the chem O level practical yesterday.. poofie it was so difficult ok?
they said "pale yellow" but was exactly was pale yellow.. they didnt' give us the proper colour..
then there was a "test-tube full" where was the mark? not until the rim but where?
i hate the non-specific instructions.. from wad i know.. the titration range is currently from 25.3 all the way to 26.0
so it's really hard to tell which is the correct results now..
sighhx.. i hate being in the third shift..
and there wasn't enough time to finish the paper..
firstly, my burette kept having air bubbles.. and i spent a good 5 mins. clearing it
then my bunsen burner refused to light.. i had to ask for another lighter..
and still it refused to light.. i really was about to give up halfway when it couldn't light.
oxygen oxygen oxygen.. why did oxygen come out 3 times!!
looks like be studying really hard for my chem paper 1 & 2
i dunno.. i feel so bleaghed out now..
and what's worse? chemistry is my only science!!
sighhx.. i dunno how much longer i can take this rubbish..
of studying.. mugging.. writing notes.. memorising them..
i just wanna give up.. it's onli one week and i'm not prepared..
i don't wanna go into the exam hall knowing that i'll do badly when i come out

im beginning to feel motivated

argh!! the computer is on again!!
wad a distraction.. maybe that's one reason why i shouldnt' study at home?
not only is there the computer.. there's also something called the "bed"
and i just feel like sleeping my day away.. but NO!
im gonna study..

i know it's actually time for me to be studying and mugging real hard
but i dunno why i just can't seem to concentrate!
now i absolutely understand why people say that love is bittersweet.
it can make you feel happy and cause a stupid glow on your face all year round
yet it can also cause you much pain..
i've always wondered.. how do we miss people?
you know.. like why do we miss people?
it's only been a day or two and it can hurt so badly..
or sometimes.. not even a day has passed and you feel sad..
sighh..this is something i just don't understand
but feelings and emotions are some things we just can't escape from..
for now... CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES!!

im currently on my first training session: learning to be independent
during this exam period.. im gonna try to rely on myself to study really hard..
no need for mommie and daddie to call every once in a while saying
"are you studying girl?"
"don't forget to study hard!"
so i am gonna study and study real hard.. haha. my aim is hard to reach.. but im gonna try!!
and if any of you nice people actually decide to be nice..
and just remember me once in a while..
please do remind me to study! (in case im slacking around, or sleeping.. a simple reminder would wake me up!!)
thank you!!

the unmotivated stupid me

craps!! i suddently have no motivation to study
and begin to feel that studying is very sian..
everyday i tell myself that i wanna do well in geog and social studies
but it's just so difficult to sit down and study!!
i mean physical geog is alright for me.. but HUMAN GEOG!
it's so boring.. and the fact that jc life is gonna be terrible
i was looking at a 3 hour geog paper which is only worth 50% for the paper?
how much are we supposed to write? butt cramps manx.
and econs? and lit? oh man.. lit is like 9 hours long in total.
i really don't wish to leave secondary school life.. yet in a way. im sick of the Os.
well.. im gonna start getting myself motivated to study!!
im telling myself that if i study hard.. then i deserve to go shopping after the Os.. if not.. haha.. i'll still go but i'm gonna make myself feel terribly bad!!
then again, if i'm unable to pull up my chinese,
im gonna have to count on my a math.. which i have been practicing alot of.
but what if careless mistakes are really gonna cause my failure?

haha. have i told any of you how stupid i can be?
i actually walked into this metal thing on the way to the taxi stand.
at first it hurt like poof.
but then.. i realised that it wasn't going turn blue black or anything..
so i left it alone.. and just yesterday when my cousin hit my left arm..
i was like *OUCH!!* and she said "i didnt' use force at all"
so i checked and i saw this huge, disgusting, ugly blueish-black patch on my left arm..
haha.. it's kinda swollen so it looks like i have one sided muscles..
it's amazing how stupid and cranky i can get!!
actually, i can't wait for Christmas!! hohoho.. i dunno whyy..
it's the first year i am actually so excited for Christmas.. but then again.. is that a good sign?

the good ole days

the examinations must be getting to me
making me a little to stressed
thus i start thinking about things which are irrelevent

i was just sitting around the other day
watch people walk pass me.
and i watch people's behaviour all the time.
everyday in school, at home, on the bus, everywhere
and i begin to realised that i do not like being human
i feel my existence on this earth is just to take up oxygen
and produce more and more carbon dioxide for plants to photosynthesize.
i don't appreciate being human at all.
the fact that we have to go through all the emotions
and the fact that something called human nature exist!
and i realised that a lot of people have their minds set to who they will be nice to, who they like and who they don't.
it's like once you think "this person's nice, i like him/her"
you'll be nice to that person no matter how the person changes to an evil doer.
on the other hand once you think "this person looks spastic, is ugly and weird"
no matter how nice the person is to you, your judgement of that person never changes.

i feel really sad sometimes when i think of all these stuff
why does human nature have to exist?
i miss the good ole primary school days
when cliques were so seldom
and no one really cared about how others looked
because we all looked the same - ugly
with the straight cut fringe, and the straight cut hair
or the long pig tails with ribbons at the end.
in those days, they were called cute.
now, their called "loser"
why?
i miss having braided hair.. not like mine isn't now.
sighhx. i miss the good old days of primary school
all the fun times.. the missing of recess just to dance.
the sleep overs that we always had and the music we listen to
and when no one cared about how you dressed, behaved or looked
sighhx. i'm gonna miss my school..
one and a half more months before i leave my school, officially.
but i'll be back in six months time for my results

the many happenings of a day

all the interesting things that happened today
firstly, there was theft in the class..
kim and joh lost their handphones..
manx.. i mean kim's a new phone with contacts since primary school in them.
sorrie girlies..
then our stuff were like rummaged through..
and diott's worksheets got stolen
and ky's entire school bag was taken..
with our elective lit textbook in it.. sort of like our treasure.
she's happy they didn't take her chem though.

we kinda came up with a story..
they used ky's bag to put all the stolen stuff in
so it does not look as if they were actually taking stuff out of our classroom.
so they won't get caught..
but wad we don't understand is why kim's and joh's phones
when there were so many other phones in class!?

and due to this, we had a thorough spot check
and were made to clear our classroom becasue it looked like some dump.
but nothing was found.
i hope that the security cameras were on at that time
and our school would bother to look through them to check if anyone went into our class with one bag but came out with two between 1105 all the way to 1320..


sighhx. jo is so poor thing..
because of human error, she might suffer..
jo take heart! pray and God will make miracles for you!!
i won't elaborate much here on her problem
because i don't think she wants many to know..

yes so i was so tired today. and i konked out!! crap
wasted study hours. an di could do the a math paper.
well sorta.. maybe can pass (for now)

the encouter with a les/shim?

haha. today went for chinese remedial again.
actually it wasn't THAT boring but it was still boring.
lao shi is beginning to kill my interest in chinese!!
=( just when i started liking chinese.. sighhx.
homework is some compulsory RI prelim engilsh paper.
spent so long doing that paper.. because it was so long lorx.
i havent' seen an english paper with 19 questions!!
wahx. ade and i do until wanna die already..
haha. i stayed back for chem.. and i realised that mrs lim's fav number is 20!!
the shocking news!! i like 7!!
so ade and i left school around 5ish?
then we took a bus down to 7-eleven near her house
and i bought that instant mash potato thingie
and the machine was spoilt!! sighh.
ate downstairs her house.. and took lame photos!
puffed up faces, cheesy smiles, sulking baboons!!

and miss adeline yeong mun yan thinks i'm drunk!!
and i dun blame her considering i went around
singing so many different kinds of songs!! for example:

*sings* lying beside you, here in the dark,
feeling your heart beat with mine,
softly you whisper, you're so sincere,
how could our love be so blind?
we sailed out together we're drifting apart.
so here you are by my side..
so now i come to youuu
with open armss...*stops singing*

*sings* you raised me up so i can stand on mountains
you raised me up to walk on stormy seas
and i am strong when i am on your shoulders
you raised me up to more than i can be *stops*

*starts again* is there good in your good morning
to much hell in your hello?
JESUS is the answer everyday
when you think more about the thorns when you are of the rose
JESUS is the answer everyday. *stops*

and the list goes on..
the only time i actually stopped when i was on the bus!!
so yes.. the encounter with the les/shim
i dunno whether that person was les or shim.
but i think it's a shim.. since shim probably has a girlfriend.
the bus wasn't THAT FULL in fact it was quite empty
so shim and the girlie had to stand so near to me..
and everytime the bus moves. shim's butt will get in my way!!
i could have taken that bus home and reach home much earlier
but noooo.. i couldn't take it anymore..
it's just plain weird.. when someone's butt his your every 1 min or so..
sighhx. so i got on board another bus.. and reached home mightily late.
like now!! sighhx. yupx..

conclusion: why do i always meet these kinda people?

yup. so i am gonna eat my dinner soon and watch some tv during dinner
and after which i think i'm gonna do some chem.
and some a math! then i'll be snoozing like a pig because i'm already half asleep and i just wanna fall asleep!

my failure shopping spree

im very upset with the singapore idol results..
it's just ridiculous!
i mean whyy was david yeo kicked out?
why? because he's not as good looking as christopher micheal lee (not that he's really that good looking) and because he didn't sing well once?
and why on earth is jerry ong still in the competition.
he's a joke!! i can't stand it! the results are annoying!

do you like my new template?
haha. i kinda like it yet i don't because i can't put things in without making it look weird!
yeahhx. so today was kinda sucky..
i had my routine saturday of four hours of tuition again..
after which mom brought me shopping..
but guess what? there was nothing to buy..
so all i bought was like earrings? haha.. that's all..
wad a loserr manx.. had octopus ball for lunch and snacked a lot..

oh yess.. can i start complaining?
i was so tired today, that nelson thought i saw a ghost..
why was i so tired.. i couldnt' sleep last time due to internal pain
and manx.. it was really really really painful.. i woke up at 4am
and couldn't sleep after that.. i wanted to do chem.. but i was too tired.
so i just sat down there and stoned..
and wasted precious beauty sleep and now i have panda eyes..
so disgusting!! haha.. not like i dun haf them on normal days..
and i was practically suffering the whole of tuition
i had no mood to do chem paper 2 and no mood to even do e math..
how slackish is that?
i suddenly, weirdly, strangely feel more joy in doing a math..
haha. and i dunno why i am retaking my chinese Os when i have a feeling i just might not be coutning my chinese if i continue to work hard.. but who knows?
sighhx. *yawns*

i wanted to go and visit coinability (penny) in the hospital today..
but nobody wanted to go with me.. so i went on my failure shopping spree.
get well soon penny!!
sorrie penny for not visiting you today.. lousy friend right?
sighhx.. anyway, i think i should go and shower, washed up..
and then i shall go and study! now wad shall i study..

sarah's study subjects:
chemistry
geography
chinese
social studies

let's study geography and chem tonight ok? OKAY!!

pissed on/off

haven't been blogging much these days due to some really important stuff at this current moment called STUDIES! so yes, i've been trying to be hardworking.. and on some days i do study a lot yet some days i just don't have the mood to sit around staring straight into a book! but all is not lost yet!! haha.. i'm honestly very pissed off now.. and thank goodness i cooled down a little before i decided to start ranting all the way from square one..i'm actually quite pissed and some what disappointed lahz..

a certain teacher actually told mrs chong so much stuff that weren't true at all.. in fact, i have no idea why she would want to sabo me since i am absolutely no threat to her students who are all aiming for hcjc/rjc/njc/vjc! im just a puny girl whose only aim for now is to get into pjc! and maybe once the Os are out.. acjc? so why bother to tell the teachers that i ran around BEGGING for marks when the only place i've been to today.. was the quadrangle, my classroom, the toilet, the canteen and the library.. i didn't even go to the staffroom until after i was told about stuff that was spreading around the teachers like a plague.. manx. i hate it when these kinda stuff happen.. thank goodness i no longer have to sit for the prelims.. so right now, i don't really care much about how my reputation is being ruined by the folly of one teacher.. mrs lim hates me now.. she was giving me this look that says "get out of my face you worthless thing". the only teacher i can't offend now.. is mrs chong.. haha. i need a good testimonial manx.. who cares about the rest, they aren't marking my O level paper!! it's just that i feel really uncomfortable when i walk around school knowing that teachers know so much about me which isn't true at all.. thank goodness that i found out the truth.. if not, i'd always thought of her as a (more like) friend. sighhx. i'll just wait and see who is the hypocrite. i hate it!!haha.. i might change my mind and aim for mass comm.. i dunno.. my choices are still open.. that's why now my aim for english is actually a distinction.. not only are my choices more open and i can prove to miss teo that i can get a distinction for the Os.. since she thinks my max. potential for english is a b3.. i might not get an A.. but i'm gonna try.. was kinda annoyed the rest of the day.. haha..

celebrated sherilyn's birthday today since it's not her birthday but on sunday.. and she cried!! haha. now how often does she cry? oh manx.. haha. good job ade! ya.. so went for a math remedial even though i told mr ling i dind't wanna go today.. because i was in a bad mood.. but my a math sucks.. i need remedial.. yeah. so went home and talked a lot to sherlyn.. and blogging.. was looking for a nice template.. but too difficult to chose.. so many nice ones.. haha.. yeahhx.. so i went out for dinner..

hunting for new template!

i realised that i am beginning to get too busy for blogging.
ahhax. as much as i try to,
there are so much more other more important things to do.
like sleeping, eating, studying, sleeping somemore.

while our dearie 4b4 was having bio prac,
letitia, jess and i went to the library for math remedial with mr ling..
hmm.. jess and i did a m ath while leti did e math.
i was so prepared to do e math and even brought white paper, compass, protractor and all..
and i had to do the disgusting a math
haha.. considering the fact that i got a disgusting grade,
i shouldn't be complaining. X)
so yeahh.. i realised time flies when you are actually sitting down there doing math.
sighhx. so much to do in so little time..
my unreachable goal for the Os.. is actually 9 points!!
highly impossible, but i'm still gonna try.. haha.

had a e math mock exam yesterday
so as to help us get used to the scary hall.
did the june 2004 O level paper!!
at the end of the paper..
all the teachers said was "the answers are on heymath, mark it yourself"
*faints* i specially bought mgs science pad for it.
and they tell me i don't have to hand it up?
sighhx. whyyy? waste my money..
yup. so i went home.. *winks*
ade didn't want a lift.. nothing i could do..

OH MY GOODNESS! i had greek food for dinner..
wow.. it was yummy!! i love greek food!
sadly, there's only one restaurant in Singapore that sells greek food =(
but it's quite near my house!! haha.. lucky me!
however, i felt cheated.. the food was expensive i tell you.
mine was like quite expensive and they only gave me 4 mussels.
haha.. 4 juicy, tasty, huge mussels..
reward from mom for improvement.
went home and parents and bro went upstairs to watch movie
while i was stoning in my room!
oh yes.. i'm very happy!!
beverly is out of the competition!!
hehe. so fine. i'm evil..

woke up at 7, i dunno whyy.. annoyance of biological clocks.
yeahh. made my way down for tuition again.. every sat's a routine.
haha. stayed there for four hours..
and went home.. ate a lot today.. i dunno wad's wrong wif me..
been eating like a pig!!
kimberly!! wad happened to our after prelim swimming schedule? haha
went to my room.. and i dunno why, but i fell asleep for two hours..
oh precious precious time!! =(
so i'm gonna pay my phone bill later..
gonna be broke after this time of the month!
gosh!! i'm gonna be broke already when it's like 2nd october?
thank goodness we are in the exam period..
so no going out.. mean no spending money!! yay!!
exams are good for us because it helps us save money!!
solid studying in school until 6pm starts from next week onwards..
*chitters* for now.. ciao! fair ye well good ones!!

PS: by the way, i'm hunting for a nice template!! *hint*

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